Thursday, July 28, 2011

Sixth Year

 

'I dont promise a smooth ride but i assure you that whatever happens i will stay married to you until i breathe my last. Thank you for the understanding and love, no number can quantify my love for you. . ' . . . 'six years, together we will stay until our hair turns gray, i will cry in your sorrow, i will dry your tears, and i will bask in your smile. . '

:love: so sweet. It always touch my heart to see couples staying inlove with their partners everyday in their lives. Today, my bestfriend celebrate that milestone in their marriage. Although 6 years is not that long but we, pray that you will be able to overcome whatever problems that may come to your family.
When things go wrong, always remember that you chose her to be your wife because she is the best partner there is, look not into each others fault but rather dwell on the thoughts she did that made you smile.

Asawa kita
Sawa na sila
Awa nalang ang natitira
Wala na kahit awa kaya
Away na palagi.

I know you wont let that happen.
Whatever may come never lost the Love and Respect with each other. Grow old together and be each other's bestfriend.

Happy sixth year anniversary, Bestfriend, may God always bless your marriage with peace and hoping for a Baby Tess. Ninang kami.

TIMELESS LOVE (A note to my Nanay on Mothers Day)

I know we should not wait for occasions like this to let you know that we love you and appreciated in every way possible.

I missed you a lot, i have grown really apart from you, in the real sense of the word.
I had been busy living my life and often take for granted how you feel, i am truly sorry for that Nanay. I missed those times where i am watching you sew a dress for me, i waited beside you to make sure you will finish it.
I am saddened by the fact that i dont have a single piece of it in my closet. I love and will be proud to have one and wear again, not because of the brand it carry but most importantly, its your labor of love and wearing it is like being enclosed in your warm embrace.

Looking back, i realized we are not just lucky to be your children but more than blessed. You have raised us the best way possible despite the fact that you were orphaned at a very young age. While other teen ager of your age go to school, you are working your self hard being a mother. I can't imagine myself surving if i were you. There are times i ask myself if i am worthy to be your daughter, but perhaps i am because despite being stubborn you still love me the way you always did.

Thank you so much Nay for giving us the chance to experience the life you were not previleged to enjoy. Whatever i am today its because of you and tatay. I will always take pride of being your daughter. In my own way i love you more than what that word imply. I am sure my siblings feel the same. Thank you so much for all the love throughout my existence and for extending it to my children.

We love you Nanay, Happy Mother's Day everyday.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

GOD Do not Have a Mobile Phone

" God has seen you struggling with something. God says its over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God send this message on, please don't ignore it, you are being tested. God is going to fix two things (BIG) tonight in your favour. If you believe in God, DROP EVERYTHING AND PASS IT ON. TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. SND THIS TO 14 FRNDS IN 10MINS WEN U READ.."

I recieved the sms 12mn. Maybe some random message or someone that i knew but i haven't registered the number so i dont know the sender, on some occasion i would just ignore or delete it, but last night i was in the mood so i replied, "the God i believed doesnt have a mobile phone but i can talk to Him 24/365 and the line is FREE. He doesn't test my faith like this and he blesses everyone accordingly.

I hate opportunist message like this one, i believe there a Higher being than me but i am not a fanatic, i am a born catholic, but i dont buy this crap. I believe that whatever difficulty i am facing is resolve because i did something about it not because i spent money sending Chain text. Yes, this message tests how stupid someone could be, not one's faith.

Justin- Our Avenger

Time had stolen you from me, you grow up emotionally and mentally faster than i could take. I keep wondering where is that baby i first held in my arms- which taught me to be possessive protective and brave at the same time. Knowing that i am going to have you is pure joy to me.
The thought of norturing another life inside me scare me a lot, but your daddy has been with me to share the burden and joy of seeing you slowly grow.
Thinking about those times still make me shed some tears until today. The first time you held my hand made me realize fully that everything i am doing from that time is not just for me but most importantly for that little hand that tightly hold my finger. You have fully awakened my sense of responsibility.

I always thanked the good Lord for allowing me to be your mother. And i am glad that you grow up into a fine young boy, a selfless and loving brother.
While boys your age wish to have something or to be someone grand, you wished that your brother will get better and can talk. Dont worry God hears your prayer and wishes and in time Raph will get better.
Just continue to be patient and his keeper.

Every birthday that you celebrate makes me realize that you are slowly becoming yourself and it makes me sad. But come to think of it, you have your own identity since you are born.
You just borrorwed some time and strength from us to help and guide you.
Maybe i am just growing old and i missed the inquisitive toddler who never stops asking questions until his curiousity is satisfied. The memory of your childhood is safely locked in my heart. And most of the time when i felt really alone i just get back to them and they never failed to bring me a lot of real smile.

We love you so much, YOU, Raph and Leian is the meaning of life and the best gift i could ever recieve. Grow up to be a fine person but never lost the child in you.
HAPPY Twelfth Birthday Justin, our first born. May God continue to bless you with goodhealth, a kind, humble and happy heart.